Madame’s monologue: “I took anxiolytics as if they were water, I didn’t love myself”

“I want to talk to you about something that, until a few months ago, I didn’t have: self-esteem“. Dark trousers, white shirt and colorful jacket: Madame, guest a Hyenas as a fifth female host alongside Nicola Savino, she took the stage with an exciting speech on accepting ourselves: «We must learn to love everything about us. Even the worst parts», The artist began,« those who they make us suffer and we would like to change ».

“Because if we try to change them hating what we are, let’s make a mess. We cut everything“. On the other hand, as the singer recalls 19enne, aka Francesca Calearo, self-esteem is “understand each other, accept each other, forgive each other“:” If you don’t have it, you think you’re not worth anything “, he underlined, then moving on topersonal experience: «Last year I was a guest at X-Factor twice and before going on stage I was crying in despair alone in the dressing room ».

Madame wondered what he was doing there, did not feel he deserved it: «I didn’t recognize myself, I didn’t love myself. And also a Sanremo that’s how it went », he added recalling the adventure to Festival 2021 where she ranked eighth with Voice. «And also when the record is out (last March, the debut album). I was really sick. I took anxiolytics like they were water. Stomach closed. I didn’t eat. I was not sleeping. And at some point it went even worse».

So while she was trapped in this sort of vicious circle to wonder why he always felt the same sensations, everything emptied. “I didn’t find meaning in anything: my mother, my house, my dog, music. I asked people what meaning they gave to their lives because alone nI could no longer understand mine. It was horrible, excruciating pain, “revealed the singer-songwriter, who at that time wrote one of her stronger sentences.

“I’m not afraid of dying, but I’m afraid of wanting to die“. A thought that overturned Madame’s vision, paving the way for a new inner balance. «I told myself enough, I couldn’t go on like that. So I started working every day for find meaning, looking in the face anxiety who had always accompanied me. And I found a way to remove it. I said to myself: “Sooner or later you will suffer, but you don’t have to be afraid”».

«If I suffer, I will cure myself. And if I don’t, I’ll die. But you know what it is, we all die sooner or later», Concluded the singer. “Well, we can’t ruin our life for fear of suffering. Or to die. Understanding it was a liberation: I learned to breathe, to enjoy the silence, the darkness. To accept the things that happen without me being able to control them. To accept me. Today I got right, I found meaning in love. And I respect myself».

“Because even though he didn’t find the cure for sickness, I cured the fear of being sick».

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